Lit Me Up

  • This tape recounts a dream which occurred close to the termination of approximately 400 hours of intensive, individual therapy. Now, the patient recounts her dream:
  • I had this dream earlier this morning and I wrote it down. The dream is that I'm in some sort of a... and I'm in a hotel I'm at... I'm like at a convention or something. And I feel sort of almost like there's too much going on. There are all different kinds of meetings going on. Stuff on experimental psych and therapy, chemical aspects. All of it
  • But, I'm... while I don't mind having all this going on inside of me. It's sort of... I think I'm going to be relieved when it's over. When I can sort of settle back down
  • It's where you live, but you don't know how it's built
  • If we're just dust, then it doesn't matter who you kill
  • Don't cut me up and tell me that it's ok
  • Just turn it off 'cause I don't care anyway
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up
  • Something's stirring in a deep Atlantic trench
  • Doesn't forget the thousand years before it slept
  • It's the beast, it's my heart, it's open
  • Dive down into its unit in its head
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up like a torch on a pitch black night
  • Like an ember in the needles of a dried out pine
  • Lit me up and I burn from the inside out
  • Yeah, I burn like a witch in a Puritan town
  • It lit me
  • It lit me
  • When I grow up I want to be a heretic
  • I want to climb over the wall 'cause I'm not on the list
  • I want to put my hands to work till the work's done
  • I want to open up my heart like the ocean
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up
  • It lit me up like a rag soaked in gasoline
  • In the neck of the bottle breaking right at my feet
  • It lit me up and I burned from the inside out
  • Yeah, I burned like a witch in a Puritan town
  • It lit me
  • It was a good dream
  • If so...you will be dead tonight

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